simply meeh…

YOUR CALL (Secondhand Serenade)

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry 
Call I'm desperate for your voice 
Listening to the song we used to sing 
In the car, do you remember 
Butterfly, Early Summer 
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet 

I was born to tell you I love you 
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh 
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh 
Because every breath that you will take 
when you are sitting next to me 
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy? 
What's your...

I was born to tell you I love you 
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home 
x4 
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) 

I was born to tell you I love you 
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 

I was born to tell you I love you 
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) 

VULNERABLE (Secondhand Serenade)

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
Because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

yehey! i have a new profile look.. thanks nikki.. heehee!long time no write ako here ah.. hee.. am kinda tired now.. prelims na kasi next week.. and galing pa kami sa paggawa ng protocol.. hmm.. tiring yet exciting.. hmm.. i’ll be graduating this March and I’m unsure what lies ahead of me.. I’m very hopeful of good things..haay life naman talga.. basta thank you sa gumawa ng profile ko at kay carl.. hehe! thank you carl carl.. mwah! =)

I never thought I could be this happy now.. =) I know that more and more challenges will come along our way, but please hold on lang.. hehe!!! Nothing is impossible.. hehehe!! AJA!!!

THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS

"Your Guardian Angel"

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]
** wala lang sana palageng happy!!

we also have to decide for our own lives… good title right? hehe.. i did.. and i am happy.. yes i am really happy.. but still problems are approaching.. some will make you feel helpless.. some will let you feel irrresponsible.. and these instances will push you not to trust your own decision.. but i have learned that some may do it if you let them.. the point is you are entitled tou your own hapiness.. u are  accountable for its key.. NOBODY.. can dictate what can make you happy.. so a piece of advice, decide for yourself and be accountable to it!!– love it!!! mwah!!

Things happen for reasons.. hmm.. for us to realize a lot of things.. I just came from my duty and a thing happened.. I guess a wake-up call for me in my one priority this year.. hmm. I guess I need to do a lot.. heehee!! Aja Cleng!! come on..

My second priority.. waha! At last okei na.. sana lang wag agad umalis.. waah!! haay yay.. so aun next time ulit.. time for me to rest.. hmm.. Good luck sa buhay life.. Things will be okay!! yeahh

One thing I realized, everything that happens whether good or bad must be treasured for there are lessons learned..Every mistake can put you down.. You can lose your track.. but you have to keep in mind that you have to be more powerful than things surrounding you.. remember, you are still the captain of your soul.. Be patient.. Strive more.. Live life to its fullest.. Savor moments.. Enjoy.. Enjoy.. and be responsible in all your actions..

– hmm.. another chance for me.. i guess this schoolyear will give me another chance to be better in everything…

– hmm.. am hoping that this schoolyear will make me a better person.. with all the experiences i had this summer, OR and DR duty.. hmm..

– I really had fun this summer.. alisin lang ang bored moments dahil parate akong tulog sa bahay.. bute nlang may katelebebad up to 4 am..

heehee!! another chance for me to be happy. now I know the reason why it did not happen.. bute nalang pala.. at least after 10 months madami akong natutunan.. hmm… may mas worthy pa pala.. haay.. just so happy may ganun..

– hoping  hoping ..

haay.. i want this statement to be my shout-out for the week.. haay.. ganda diba.. totoong totoo.. hmm

and because i still don’t have a new picture of myself, haha.. inanounce ko nalang.. as if everybody cares.. waha!! well, am just bored with my life at home.. kaya after my afternoon nap yesterday, haha i immediately went to the salon.. haha.. ang inet kasi at muka na akong 25 years old! haha… and besides I already achieved my goal na up to waist.. hehee.. kaya for a while bye bye long hair muna…welcome short hair.. heehee… sabi tuloy ng bro ko, ate muka kang grade six!! whaa!! ang adik.. hahahah…

just an idea….. Ever felt the idea that u start loving again, then u realized that what is felt cant be nurtured because of some reasons that make up complications? POOR GENUINE FEELINGS!! How could these be fought for? How could these be saved from the abyss of uncertainty? How could one ever trust himself or herself again that what he or she feels is right for him, for her and for others, so others can accept the fact that with love, nothing is impossible– HOPELESS LOVER…

when I sent this quotation to my friends, one had a violent reaction… haha.. I guess things are complicated for them now, but they are hoping that time for them will come.. and her things will be settled.. haaay… FEELINGS are raw, and undeniable.. one of the things that can easily grow, but for me FEELINGS, need to be nurtured and cared for and when the time that FEELINGS are taken for granted… it will fly away… away from the person’s being… away from them both…   = ‘(   a reality close to me, myself and I..

now..who’s crying desiring to come back to me.. I remember when I was sitting home alone..waiting for you till 3 o’clock in the morn’n… whaa!!! I love ALICIA KEYS!! the voice,the talent,the face and the body..wowwoee!!hottie.. nyaha… (tibo ako??!!) hehe… i love her song.. well anyway… ten de de den.. The Summer break makes me a genuine NARCOLEPTIC!! yihee!!!ma-gehd..I always end up sleeping in our sofa in the afternoon..whaa..then after sometime wakes up because of the activation of my sweatglands..ehwiness!!! haha… grabeh..perhaps.. this summer,for me, is not an effective way to lose some pounds…haha.. healthy living nalang kasi.. e ano naman kung chubby?!atleast huggable..waha… wujoo?! haay.. daanin nalang sa kagalingan magdala ng sarili!!yihee!!and aun..i hope things..THINGS THINGS will be well..hahahahahah!!!!wah…. ganda nating lahat… wah.. ilove the color..orangey– like my shirt!! mwah!!!!!—