Help me be sane.. =(
la, la, la, la… so what would I say… I feel so dehydrated… Dehydrated… Dehydrated… Dehydrated… Dehydrated… Dehydrated… Dehydrated… Dehydrated…
Things happen unexpectedly… and I hate the way I feel…
I feel so dumb and useless thinking what have I done wrong..Am i not enough?… Why did I not feel there is something wrong?…Am I too insensitive?… Why..Why..Why.. Too many queries with only limited replies and explanations… I’m trying to comprehend everything… and end up hurting and blaming myself… I’m trying to reach out and end up rejected… I’m trying to wait and wait till he’s ready… Oh my…Why is this happening to me? I felt so good and so complete, but I was deceived… How about him? I thought he is okay… I love him dearly and thought it was enough… I’m hoping that he’ll be able to open his heart… and give me a a little piece of hope, of chance…I’m hoping that he’ll be able to realize my being, my presence in his life… really shocked I was… I’m having mixed emotions… but still hopeful, hopeful he’ll let me be sane…. again….. =(
March 6th, 2008 at 4:51 am
“I love him dearly and thought it was enough”
…love won’t keep you alive deary. loving him is not enough. =)
October 27th, 2008 at 7:02 am
Good words.